somebody's me

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assalammualaikum sume..hope sume shat2 je kan??..tengok tu..chomel korg senyum...xikin suke korg senyum..xmo macam2 taw..!!..

korang...
xikin rindu korang...hurm..itu jer yang mampu xikin cakap...tiap kali xikin ingat korang..air mate nie..cepat jer nak mengalir...maklumla..perempuan tanpa air mata..haish..ape akan jadi kalau pompuan xde air mate ek??..xikin pun xtaw..bukan xikin sengaja wat gombak banjir..tp..die yg nak kuar sendiri..xmo la mara xikin pulak..xikin rindu korang..rindu sangat...rindu...rindu...

korang..thanks sbb pernah hadir dlm hidup xikin..ceriakan hari2 xikin..dunia xikin..buat xikin tersenyum..xikin hargai sangat korg..xikin syg sangat korang....tp..korg mungkin xtaw...hurm..hati manusia...xde sape boleh tahu..kan??..ni la yg org slalu ckp..dah ade depan mate,xmo hargai,dah jauh baru teringat2...

banyak sgt xikin nak crite...hurm...mungkin korg xpaham nape xikin emo sgt time nieh..tp xikin rindu sgt korg...xikin nk jumpe korg..tp nape bnyak sgt halangan???..xikin nak jumpe korg...
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korang...time cuti nieh..ntah nape xikin suke lagu ENRIQUE IGLEAS-SOMEBODY'S ME...korang bacela lirik die...


You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?
'Cause I, I walk the streets alone
I hate bein' on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else


Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you
every single night
Somebody can't breath
without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That Somebody's Me

How, how could we go wrong?
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our
paths soon will cross
And what we had isn't lost
Cause you're always right
here in my thoughts

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you
every single night
Somebody can't breath
without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
That Somebody's Me
Ohh ya

You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory
You,when you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you
every single night
Somebody can't breath
without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
That Somebody's Me

xikin xkan lupekan korg...tp xikin xnak korg jauh dari xikin...korg ingat xikin slalu taw...xikin syg korg...

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hari keempat..duniaku suram..

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nape ek..tajok je dah buat korg rase pelik kat xikin..?..xpa..nanti xikin habaq kat korg ek nape n ape yg terjadi...
hurm...hari ni hari kedue wane pegi plkn..xtaw nape xikin rase mcm xde keceriaan dlm hati nie...korang xtaw mcm mane terseksenye xikin ddk kat umah nie...hurm...xikin je taw..korg sure tngah epy bile tngah cuti kan??..bukan sebulan..tapi 3 bulan taw x..!!!..argh..bagi yg bersekolah..korg xrase ape yg xikin rase bile xikin tngok korg pegi skolah..jalan kaki..tp..bnyak sgt kenangan manis yg buat xikin rase xikin perlu hargai pengalaman nie..bayangkan..kawen,berpisah,bercinta,berjumpa,anak..smuenye bolah berulang tapi alam persekolahan..xkan berulang lagi..kan??..sejak xikin ddk umah nie..bnyak sgt yg xikin fikirkan..smpai kdg2 tu termenong sendiri...rase mcm banyak sgt bende yg xikin dah lupe...dan xikin perlu ingat balik...

sejak papa dgn mak balik dari haji..banyak sgt perubahan...
1. butik mayfirst akan ditutup..
2. abg dila n abg efi tngah mencari kerja baru
3. akak dpt umah sewa baru
4. mak xpenah nak berehat..banyak sgt keje katenyer..
5. papa xberubah pun.
6. xikin makin jauh dari xahin..
7. xikin tension.
hurm...xikin nak nanges sgt...rase mcm nak jerit..kuat2..!!

tau ape yg xikin rindu bile dah x pegi skolah lagi??
1. xikin nak pakai beg skolah.
2. xikin rindu makmal komputer.
3. xikin rindu makmal chemistry
4. xikin rindu makmal physics
5. xikin rindu 5 it
6. xikin rindu nak lap tingkap
7. xikin rindu nak dgar gelak tawe bebudak it
8. xikin rindu nak naek basikal
9. xikin rindu pokok 'KAMI'
10. xikin rindu kat sume cikgu2
11. xikin rindu semue bende...

wanie...
die dah pg plkn dekat sandakan,sabah..tapi sehari sebelum die pegi jauh..die dapat berite...pakwe die..meninggal dunie..tingglkan die sorg2...ape korang rase ek??..hurm..
pakwe die..ade kursus untuk maktab tentere..4 tahun..die ade asma..tp ubt die tertinggl kat kawan rapat die yg berkursus di terengganu..die kene wat aktiviti yg berat..n tetibe asma die dtg balik..dan akhirnye..die meninggal dunia..Allah lebih sygkan die...korang xtaw..mlm tu wanie rase down sgt...ktorang sume risaukan die..ktorg sume berat ati nak biar die pegi jauh..cube korg bayangkan kalau perkare nie terjadi kat korg...or kat org kesayangan korg...korang mesti sedih gler kan..hurm..tp xikin taw wanie tu kuat..wanie tu tabah...die lebih kuat dari xikin..die lebih matang..die lebih taw n bnyak pengalaman..xikin sygkan die sangat...die dah mcm kembar xikin...xikin xkan lupekan die...hurm..thanks untuk akak n faisal sbb ade time wanie memerlukan..

hurm..xikin kene off dulu lah..ade hal..nanti xikin update lagi k..